It hasnt been a good time for mii the past few days as i'm still on the verge of recovering.. But then yesterday i received a call from the in charge for company photo shoot PLAY saying that i was being selected for the HSBC photo shoot which will take place next month... i was like so shock to hear that cos i dint looked forward for that to happen as i thought such a things wasnt for mii... in my mind, i have always thought that my dear would get the shoot instead.. i dunno how to put into words and tell my brother and my dear about it though it was supposed to be something worth being happy about but then deep down inside mii, i knew that my dear wasnt really happy about it cos he really put high hope in getting that shoot. but anyway, i really hope that dear will be happy for mii and cheer mii up!
Yesterday, went to catch a movie with my god bro at The Cathay cineplex. we watched the Death Note 3 (L Change the World)... was quite a long duration show.. lasted for about nealry 2.5 hours.. it's worthwhile watching it! i was hoping that my dear would go for the show as well but then he dint.. he told mii he was going to club with his brother and friends.. deep down in mii, i really hope to see him cos i'm like missing badly for the past 3 days cos he doesnt want mii to go out but to rest at home. yesterday was the only day he booked out but then he couldnt accompany mii... how sad can it be? i was like after the show emo-ing all the way until my bro brought mii to somewhere to chill out at a cafe.. seriously speaking, yesterday i dint slept well at all.. i just merely caught 3 hours of sleep only.. was tossing here and there.. reason being is bcos i was like so worried about my dear and wondering how was he.. i nearly weep before i slept and talk to my chipmunk (Dale) about how i was feeling.. cos only he does understand how i was feeling at the point of time. anyway, i'm gonna start on my projects soon.. the deadline are realli coming nearer.. wish mii good luck people out there.. =) take care!
